Tuesday, December 06, 2011

I hate it

I just wanna cry but there's no tears coming out..
I wanna shout but no sound is coming out from my mouth...
I'm hurting inside but still I put smile on my face...
I wanna tell my mom,"momma you're baby is breaking apart"
I guess this is it...I'm experiencing the reality of life, where I get hurt and it's tearing me apart like a paper
I wanna pretend like I don't care but deep inside I feel so vulnerable and weak my heart is lurching and it doesn't feel so good, I hate it, I hate myself for feeling this way, but I'm just a human being after all, I feel pain, fear and sorrow. :C

"Tears are the safety valve of the heart when too much pressure is laid on it."~Albert Smith
"Let your tears come.  Let them water your soul."  ~Eileen Mayhew

5 comments:

  1. I feel you sis.. Pain is always there when it comes to love.. But what can we do we're humans. Just go with the flow and don't mind him that much.. Sis Sam and I will always be here for you.. :3

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  2. thinking that love is a scary thing the more I want to run away from it...but love is part of our life, we can never escape from it no matter what...>.<

    Thanks for the comment sis...love u much I know u and sis sam will always b there ready to listen, and see me cry when the time comes that i will cry because of love...that,..I don't want to happen but we can never tell coz life is unpredictable...>:

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  3. Love you more sis.. Just go with the flow.. We can never predict what will happen next so we must be open to all possibilities that life will bring and remember everything happens for a reason.

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  4. I can never disagree sis...thank you...:3

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  5. I'll keep that in mind...
    can I ask a favor sis, don't get tired to remind me from time to time of this things...:DDD

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