♥ confession

It's so overwhelming that we guys clicked this much...
I can be myself with you guys, I can cry in front of you, I can tell what's in my mind, what I'm feeling, and  with your smiles, it warms my heart this much.
I wanna keep you like forever, can I?
I'll always be here for you guys no matter what...

I'm so glad I met you guys! love you forever!!!

Sometimes in order to be heard, you need to be silent

"Don't ask. Don't say. everything lies in silence" This is what my fortune cookie told me today..
Silence will really do it's job?
Will everything be okay by just being silent?
Would it really make me feel better?
saying nothing at all will confuse us more sometimes, but I think it's better for now, I wanna ignore all this stuff so please can you spare me and begone from my head? :D
Exam day starts tomorrow and submission of events portfolio, defense coming on the next day, aargh! I'm so busy...I have to be focused so I'm ignoring this, just for awhile..
I have to hang in there..FIGHTO!!!

I hate it

I just wanna cry but there's no tears coming out..
I wanna shout but no sound is coming out from my mouth...
I'm hurting inside but still I put smile on my face...
I wanna tell my mom,"momma you're baby is breaking apart"
I guess this is it...I'm experiencing the reality of life, where I get hurt and it's tearing me apart like a paper
I wanna pretend like I don't care but deep inside I feel so vulnerable and weak my heart is lurching and it doesn't feel so good, I hate it, I hate myself for feeling this way, but I'm just a human being after all, I feel pain, fear and sorrow. :C

"Tears are the safety valve of the heart when too much pressure is laid on it."~Albert Smith
"Let your tears come.  Let them water your soul."  ~Eileen Mayhew

I'll keep moving on

When did the sparkle started to fade away, I never noticed it..
With a blink of an eye it really did...
Just like fireworks, it'll go up to the sky and after a few seconds it disappears
It feels amazing seeing those fireworks
And when it's gone I tend to feel bad
But hey another one is coming so I cheer up!
See them bright and soar like a bird and sparkle in the sky
Just like that, things have an ending but in fact it's just a beginning.
Coz when it's gone another comes along.
So yes I, just keep moving on,since it's a new beginning...;)

Home made honey Mask

Dry skin in face, dang I hate it..and since I'm lazy in putting moisturizer or putting mask on my face I should be ashamed as a girl who has dry skin in the face because of putting make up, yes make up when I cosplay, if I use make up like for two to three days I end up having dry skin.
I've been applying honey mask for three nights now, a home made one, fortunately a friend of mine gave me a bottle of fresh honey, a friend of mine told me that honey is good for the skin...results? hmm..yes my face become smooth again, yey! cool right
check this out, tho it's different from what I did with the honey.
http://www.free-beauty-tips.com/homehoneymask.html 
http://www.lookbeauty.com/Skin-Care/Face-Mask-Recipes/Honey-mask-Recipe-123.aspx..